yEahh..afternoon finally got to meet my dear..!!! even though it was'nt long but i was happy enough to see her. b4 that, i was so lonely..and it seems as if it was judgement day. it was so down..and i totally went blacken on the face.

before meetin dear, i was sadistic. lol. bin chao chao till don't know like wat. hmm, everyone says that u will find happiness when u are in love. i finally understand it. whenever i am down or unhappy, u'll always be there cheer me up. and after a few moments, i got back my smile. i don't know how in the bluee hell u did it. but u jus got the magic to make me smile. i was so bad mood today..but it jus erase off when i saw u. i mus say..you're my everything. u got the magic to control me. the magic of love. the sight of me..blanked my mind and can only think of the beautiful moments we had. it jus so wonderful that it may not even be erased from my heart. Right now, i find that u are the girl i wan to be with. you are the one and only one. stay by my side..and don't escape. i'm locking you up in my heartt..always be there for me. for i wan ur magic whenever i need you..

i love you dear. good luck for ur upcoming mid-year. hope we both score well and have a nice break during the hols. let's work hard for our goals.. =) 24 april 2005, 11.02pm. 4 months we been together. 4 months of happiness in my life. i jus live in you.